~c H i P p O~

what books didn't teach me.

2006-05-05T19:16:00.000-07:00

*Yesterday, i watched MI-3. Oh my, Tom Cruise is soo hot. The movie's grreat, you should watch it!

*Yesterday was also Kat's birthday party here in Ferndale. Yey, i got to see again some of my batchmates and friends. It was a swimming party btw, but i didn't swim. for me it was kinda hassle, even if my house is just a few steps away. it was fun seeing and hanging out with them again.

*oh, got a new pair of bikini! wuhoo! it is really a cheap thrill. got it from Bayo, the pink and brown swimsuit costs only P695. isn't it amazing? it's really worth it.;p

*after kat's birthday, kev and i brought nadine and anj home. road trippin' huh. then that left us a lesser time to date. date? not really. sort of. we just planned to hang out and drink a few cans of beer. haha! yeah, parang drinking session narin.;p

* yesterday, as i call it, was a day of learning experince. really, it is. i learned and realized soo much things. that much that i still wrote those down and i ended up sleeping at around 2:30 am.

*These were some of the few things that i wrote last night.;p

>spending time with high school friends is great!
>it really feels good to be generous and make others happy by being generous. [i paid for Kat's tables and chairs.]
>nothing can compare to the high school days.
>high school friends would miss my kakulitan and being corny. I would miss theirs as well. i really missed joking around.;p

~making sacrfices once in a while is good. [ i missed watching GnP for him. haha!;p]

~we always try to make sure to end our day great and happy despite the not-so-good things that happened during the day.

~innovation. like doing something different once in a while like the drinking session, serious talks and hanging out at the playground. these are the things that we normally don't do.

~what real acceptance is. that not all people can honestly say that they accept you for who you really are. Im glad to know that at least there is one person that i can say accepts me whole-heartedly. and that's Kev;p

~how education matters to me. [ i want to become a dean's lister in college.]

~that love would never become a hindrance in achieving your goals and making your dreams come true, but an inspiration to become the best of what you can be and to make yourself a better person.

~his mom. everything she said was really right. I am happy that she gave us that kind of talk. thought-provoking. enlightening. very challenging. she is a very understanding and caring person. she is one of the people i don't want to fail. Someday, i want her to be proud of me.

~it doesn't mean we are on the same school , we would lose concentration in our studies, that it is a means of distraction. I don't think so. It is an opportunity for us to help each other do well and achieve more [studies specifically, * we both want to become to become DL!;p *he wants better grades this coming school year]. I hope this would happen, i really hope it will! ;p

~that teenage relationships aren't just about infatuation, "puppy love", and short lasting. Normally, it really is. But even if we teens are not mature enough to handle such problems and situations, or there are still so many distractions, temptations, etc., I guess we are still capable of making the right choices in relationships. For me, it is a learning experience as well. Once you experience something bad or traumatic, you would never do anything to be in the same experience again.

~it doesn't mean that when I'm serious in a relationship, I always wanted to be attached with that person and that I'm really very passionate to it. It's just that whoever that person is, I just wanted him to be my last. Really. The FIRSTS do matter, but what really matters to me are the LASTS. These are the things you know you would be having for a lifetime;p

~But, taking things too seriously isn't healthy as well. Really. I guess in all aspects of life this applies, not just in relationships. we should learn how to enjoy and appreciate what we have. I guess being too serious could cause you the worst things that you never expected than having the good things you've always wanted.

~Friendship. It is one of the most important things that we share together. ;p

I think i was too overwhelmed last night that I was able to right this long and, deep? haha. for me it is quite deep. these things means a lot to me.;)

I'm off now, have to read the Da Vinci Code pa. I'm excited.Ciao!=p

"Many dreams die because they are not shared with the right people. Your dreams are opportunities waiting for you to make them happen."

some things are just not worth it.

2006-03-29T00:46:00.000-08:00

and i realized this just yesterday.

okay, these are the things that happened.

monday morning, the tg girls went to edsa shang 'coz that's where we planned to stay overnight. we ate lunch at tokyo tokyo and then we went back to the hotel to get ourselves some rest. and then we went back again at shang to have our hair and make-up done at studio 546. i only spent P720 for the hair and make up. it is soo worth it.

this is how my hair and make up looked like.

so after that we went back to the hotel and then dressed up. everyone looked soo beautiful and fabulous. Anj looked like a Barbie, Mara like Audrey Hepburn, Monique like a ballerina, Nads was hot with her red lips and devilish look. Anna and Issa was dressed with halter dress and a band on their waists. Laia wore a somwhat gold dress with a ribbon on the center. and as usual, i looked like a kid.again.

okay. my dad picked us up at the hotel and he brought us to the events place at C3 Greenhills. it wasn't really that far. what took time to get us there is the traffic.

the party was great. i enjoyed it but honestly,not that much. i dont know. i think it still lacks something. the food was cocktail, it was tempting and appetizing. i loved it when the Bloomfields sang Wouldn't it be Nice by the Beach Boys. i really don't know most of the songs the Bloomfields played but those sounded familiar, you know, 60's music. i love the photographers who took our pictures. they were very creative, really. i know everyone liked the cool poses they asked us to do for our pictures.

after ball, kevin, red( kev's best friend) and i went to promenade, uhh Grilla specifically to drink. i kinda wanted to drink since it's been a while since i drank. it was great chatting and spending time with these guys. we were able to finish 3 bottles of red horse each. oh, that's 2 for Kev since he's driving. i gave P400 as my share for our bill since i told them that that's my treat to them and i was really tipsy that time and there was no presence of mind in me. there's no problem with treating them, only i gave too much. that is not worth it.

i wont elaborate that much about our stay in the hotel. all i can say is that it is a little bit like of a chaos but it was oh soo fun! i swear! i really enjoyed the company of the girls. ;)

the next day, we went to shang since that's where the girls will kill time while waiting for olibs's sundo while kev and i planned to watch movie there. but uhoh, that movie we were planning to watch wasn't showed there so we needed to transfer. so we ended up going to Gateway. haha what's new. ;) before watching, we ate lunch first at Teriyaki Boy. My golly, we paid almost P600 for our lunch for only the two of us and with that P600 hindi pa kami busog. thanks to the evat which made our bill more pricey. this one is really really NOT worth it. the two of us kept on saying that we should have eaten at Tokyo Tokyo Shang. Busog na, mas mura pa. But atleast we tried eating there and we learned our lesson.

then after, we watched a movie. Hostel. the only thing we know about this movie is that it is worse than Kill Bill though we haven't watched Kill Bill yet. haha labo. So there. At first, the scenes were "bold scenes". haha kaya pala R-18. shempre at first nakakairita I was watching those scenes with my guy. Imagine?!. It was quite offending and awkward. I kept on asking if that was really the movie we were supposed to watch, he said yes. so nanood nalang ako. aba pagkadating nung middle part ayun na. it was really gross. kung pwede lang na magthrow up, bibigay ka talaga. Disgusting super! pero if you want to watch it go! matindi talaga. ;) actually, we only watched that out of curiousity. aba. this one i don't know if it's worth it or not, but when i asked Kev he said it is worth it. so okay i guess it was worth it. but not that much. Basta try watching and you judge.=)

So after the movie we walked around and then we went to U. may nakita daw siyang bikini for me. aba naman. so we checked it, aba it's from Billabong. hindi ko masyadong trip and it's kinda expensive. so we went to part of Havaianas. Oh my, so many new designs! super! i like several pairs but one pair really caught my eye. basta the design is stripes. basta i really love it! Kevin was supposed to buy also a pair, pero when we checked our wallets, my money was just exact and his is not enough so super inis na inis talaga kami. dun lang nagsink in sa amin lahat ng expenses namin the other day and that day. super nanghihinayang talaga kami. super. oh well like what he said and what everybody says: "nasa huli ang pagsisisi." which is true. so dinaan nalang namin ang inis namin sa pagkain ng halo-halo. but it took us 3 stores bago makakain coz madaling naubos. so un. thanks to the halo-halo. at least, that one is really worth it.;)

woah. welcome to the blog world again!

at least my blog has risen. it is alive again. hahahah;)

call me Amelia.

2005-11-03T01:41:00.000-08:00

Long time no post huh. oh well here are the updates:

September:
*sept.17- we had our ACET. Honestly, i find the test difficult. Issa, Anna, Olibs, Nica, Mons, Laia and I went to Eastwood after. it was soo fun.
*sept.23- it was Manu's birthday party. i met new friends there and this guy named Jayson. ugh, enuf of him.
*sept.27- wuhoo!it is our fine dining at Chateau 1771 at El Pueblo in Ortigas. We went to the salon first then had lunch at Chateau after. Their Chicken Piccatta is a winner. yummm!=D then we went to Podium after. we went around and window shopped. sorry walang pera e. but i was able to buy myself another pair of Havaianas, the light pink one. and then we went food tripping also.=D after that we went back to school then Olibs and i went to Convergys after. wala tambay lang.=D and then un.
*and oh, tgif had our of. oh well, i am their main concern. i think im turning into a stubborn kid na. sorry girls, i'll try my best to change. i'll be a good girl na.=D

October
-wuhoo! the month of my birthday=D
*oh well days before my birthday are bad. quite terrible, you know, parang hindi ako magbbirthday. oh well ganun talaga. but good thing i was able to fix up those problems one by one.
*oct.6-thurs: boh accompanied me at this party shop in don antonio to buy party hats and invitations. he also bought me this lilo and stich thing na parang pabitin coz i wanted it so badly. pero hindi ko naman ineexpect na bbilhin nya un for me. ugh, such a sweetie.=D same day DLSU lost their game against FEU. aww too bad, no more game 3.=(
*oct.7-friday: my birthday celebration! everything were rushed coz medyo biglaan kasi. coz i was really planning to have my celebration on the 7th, then biglang naging 14 coz kev's was planning to celebrate on the 7th daw, then finally 7 na ulit coz 14 na daw magccelebrate si kevs kaya un, short notice. so un sobrang rush as in sobra. nakakataranta ampotaa. tama ba naman magbrown out pa? dumadating na ung tg guys hindi parin ako tapos magprepare. and then un, mons asked me to accompany her sa cr. then when we got back to our garage, weowiee, lights off and then un they started singing the happy birthday song tapos may cake and 1 candle na nakalight, that was my bestfriend's little surprise for me. thanks mons, i was sooo touched. and then un, the ferndalers went over narin and then aaron, haron and ryan, friends of issa and monique. when some of the guests started leaving na i also started drinking my favorite. Red Horse=p wuhoo. then un i got so tipsy and to cut the story short, i threw up. as in hindi ko na talaga mapigilan sa sobrang pagkahilo ko. but i threw up naman in a plastic cup so it somewhat looked like taho. gross ba? who cares? it's my birthday anyway.=D onga pla, we also had a plan para kay Jayson, kaso naudlot e. naliligo daw ang gago. ulopieee!=p
*thanks boh for buying one case of red horse and for my party supplies. *thanks my margarita for the crown that you gave me. *thanks mons for the birthday cake you surprised me. *thanks tgif girls esp nadine, issa, and jenny for helping me prepare for the party. *thanks tg guys for the support kahit naudlot ung plan natin. *thank you evryone who came to my party, i hope you guys enjoyed and had fun.=D

*oct.8-saturday
it was our MC entrance test. to tell you guys frankly, superrr dali as in super. halos puro basics nga lang e. (oops biglang hindi daw ako pumasa o.) haha=p anj, mons, kat and i went to MCdo katips after coz we were soo hungry. and then there was party again at our house since dun ung rosary ng cypress. and sinabay narin sa birthday ko. i slept quite early since im having a bad day coz of that moron Jayson and i still have to wake up early the next day. but at 12 am boh,kikat, patricia, carla and other ferndalers were able to greet me happy birthday.=D

*oct.9-sunday
AMELIA'S BIRTHDAY!!! yeah my birthday.and our DLSU entrance test as well. monique gave me a wake up call since 5:15 na hindi pa ako nagigising e alis dapat kami ng 5:30 or 5:45. and then yun super rush rush rush then nagulat parents ko how come im all dressed up na that early. then i said yun nga entrance ko sa la salle, then nagulat mom ko coz she didn't know that i applied there coz she didnt allow me to do so. kaya un tinakas ko lang yun.she was quite angry, hindi pa nga siya naniniwala e,pero wala na siya magagawa, andun na e. i was quite surprised that even if i kissed her goodbye she didn't greet me. i dont know if she just forgot or she did it intentionally. oh well, and then dad brought me to Olibs house since she's our ride going to la salle. nagulat din ako coz when i got off the car, he also didn't greet me. ampota naman o, mga magulang ko pa talaga ang nakalimot. =p

... to be continued.=D
i'll still work on my multiply and other projects.=p

my name means...

2005-09-04T04:39:00.000-07:00

Kenwyn

Very much the individual you have enormous energy and vision and must find a suitable use for your talents. You have great potential for success in business if you can guard against indecision and worry. Your generous nature means that you are never short of friends and with cooperation your relationships can be very rewarding. Perseverance and firm decision making will ensure you achieve your objectives.

Chippo

Having confidence in yourself and integrity you have your emotions under control and are rarely ruffled. You have a quiet and reflective manner and are responsive to the needs of others giving you the ability to be a mediator. You are extremely successful in the material world being organised, financially astute and pursuing realistic goals. Your caring attitude and compassion certainly makes you a loved individual.

*cool=D

gang green! pump up the animo!=D

2005-09-04T03:39:00.000-07:00

wuhoo!yesterday was a blast. anna and i watched the UP vs. DLSU game at the Blue Eagle Gym. we just arrived there on time kaya at first hirap kami kumuha ng tickets. and sold out na ung upper and lower box so gen admission nalang,but thanks to manong scalper, we got upper box tickets costing P200 nga lang.almost twice the price. but i can say it's so worth it.sobra!=D edi yun we stayed sa may stairs muna den transferred sa lower box. a good soul (good soul amp ;p) offered 2 seats kaya yun nakaupo kami. and dun before maghalftime, since malakas ung loob ni anna, she tried to go beyond the lower box.as in dun na sa may court mismo. to make the story short, nakaupo na kami dun sa may court side. sa sobrang kulit namin, nahawakan na rin namin ung uaap mic na gamit nung court side reporter.haha. and since step up to self- esteem, mas lumapit pa kami dun mismo sa court pagkaalis nung photographers. we were beside the cameraman na. so what did we get in return? we were shown in tv!wuhoo! hindi ko ineexpect un a. basta nung back to back ung 3 pt. shots ng la salle todo cheer talaga kami and then, we just saw ourselves on screen! i guess mga twice yta un or thrice.careerin sana namin ung fantastic moments pero sabi nung cameraman meron na daw. and then un. after the game, tlagang sinundan namin ung players. basta hindi namin naabutan pero natunton namin ung locker room nila. grabeee, parang ang lucky talaga namin kahapon coz we also had our pics taken wit the dlsu players!omg, yeo and arana!shity.=D (il try to post the pics next time.) khit up players we nagpapic kmi, pero not all. then we went to mcdo katips na coz dun nagpasundo si anna then she dropped us to convergys. greaaat day=D

dilemma.

2005-08-30T07:52:00.000-07:00

today.
*we had a talk from Body Shop.
*went home early.
*no Convergys.haha.
*crammed CL proj.
*im having a dilemma.
*a not-so-good day.

2005-08-30T06:48:00.000-07:00

recap recap.

last monday.
*linggo ng wika practice at granwood
*was soo wet coz we ran on the pouring rain on our way to school.
*went to coffee beanery after practice
*tambay wit boh here in ferndale then we went to Convergys.

last tuesday.
*practice.again.
*went to Convergys again after practice.

last wednesday.
*profile picture taking.dont like my formal shot.
*rest day. no practice.
*boh, ralph and i ate fishballs outside ferndale.yumm yum=9

last thursday.
*no practice again.
*fishballs again.=9
*migz talked to me. miracle happens =p
*boh accompanied me at Kodak don antonio to have my pic taken for uste.

last friday.
*practice at granwood.
*went to Convergys after.i was wit boh, issa and mara.
*cypress's block rosary.

last saturday
*practice at tierra pura.
*went to Convergys after.was wit Ralph and Boh. wuhoo, food trip.=9
*cypress party.
*we drank at boh's place.was wit marco, chrissie, ralph, kitkat, boh.

last sunday.
*went to g4.

yesterday.
*practice at kim's house.
*went to Convergys after.
*my first time to pass by the blue and pink pass over.=D

Life oh life.;p recap.

2005-08-19T19:39:00.000-07:00

Friday, 081205

~Friday was oh so grreat! haha. weowie, pinalabas lang naman ako ni ms. toli during physics period!haha. grabe freaky. i admit, every physics time talaga i feel so sleepy.i really dont know why. and Ms. Toli will often say "o Kenwyn you're sleepy again?" haha. normally i can control naman my "sleepiness" e, but no nung friday hindi ko na talaga kinaya. so yun nakatulog ako. and then when i woke up Ms. Toli said" Kenwyn, you go out first,do something para mawala antok mo" i was like.."no ms, wag na." then she said "cmon, you go to the comfort room na, you wash your face." i hope she's not mad at me. sorry Ms. Toli;p. and wala lang ang saya nung dismissal time, i was with Anna, Issa and Olibs. haha kulit. weowie the corn in the cob.haha.
~and then my friend JM went to school with his friend to pick me up. good thing they brought a van coz sumabay cla Issa, Jim, Nads, Anna and Tanya. tapos astig, parang nagclick agad friends ko and friend ni Jm. tapos lahat nung friend ni Joseph( the friend of boh), kilala rin ni anna.weowie watah small world huh?
~the party at Jm's house was soo grreat! the people were so friendly. i got to meet new people and friends. la lang. hindi naman ako mashadong na-op dun. basta masaya. and then nagkayaan na sila na pumuntang sm.good thing my friends were also there. so yun sumama ako sakanila for a while. when i got a drink in Starbucks, the name i gave was LIFE. nauto ako ni camcam e.para sasabihin, "one hot choco with mint for life!"haha.;p after sm, we went to convergys. starbucks and at the dance studio. then i went home na.

Monday, 081505

~first day of test.weowie Physics. la na ako pag-asa. haha seryoso.it's so confusing.. or hindi lang talaga ako nagaral masyado?haha.english was okay naman. and then after dismissal, we went straight to Convergys. at first Laia, Anna and I stayed at Tapa King, but weow, the people aren't soo nice lang naman. so we left and transferred to Box o Rice. the place was okay. perfect pang tambayan and for "studying" haha.Jim and Issa came at around 2 na yta. and then around 3, Jm arrived, tapos un tambay. we transferred at Starbucks. then at around 5 we went home na.

Wednesday, 081705

~Hmm tsktsk. Anal Geom and Pinoi gave me a terrible headache.haha. after dismissal we went to Convergys. Again.=D Kat, Monique, Laia, Anna, Jim and I stayed at Box o Rice and then at around 3, Monique and Laia left already then Jm arrived. then nagpahaircut sila ng friends nya sa Fix, so i was just there waiting. then after that we stayed at Starbucks, and then Box o Rice, and then when Jm's sundo arrived we went home na.

Thursday, 081805

~Last day of test!wuhoo. Accounting and Teenstar was oh so easy.haha. after dismissal, i went to Monique's house coz dun na ako magrrest, prepare and dress up. around 3 we left their house na,tapos dinaanan namin si Nadine and Issa. and then we went to Katips na. we went to Tajma coz dun talaga namin plan tumambay. but weowie, when we ordered Hookah na, the guy asked us if we have our IDs coz malamang they wanted to check our ages. shempre wala kami mabigay coz we didnt bring our IDs and duh shempre malalman nila na minors kami. pero duh parang hindi kami pumunta dun before a. and hindi kami nag-Hookah. Aww, too bad. we were soo looking forward to that day pa naman but no, it's goodbye Hookah na pla.hehe. so we left the place, and promised that we'll not go back there anymore.haha.So we went to Gayuma instead. twas my first time there. the place is nice and cozy naman. sarap ng food. e un we were just hanging out there, nagpapalipas ng oras coz they were waiting till twas time for them to go to the up concert na. then nadine's friends, iggy and toppie arrived.(hope i spelled his name right.) hehe. and then at around 5, Jm arrived there,weowie..para lang sunduin ako. to think he's not feeling well and galing pa siya sa house. grabe he's soo nice. and then un, we went home na. tapos tambay. i also bought danglings from his ate and he paid for it. weowie.=D after dinner we went out again, pero eto biglaan, nagroadtrip kami. we went to his friend's house coz he's gonna return something, then went back to ferndale again to get something then we went to Convergys na. we went to Groove coz sakto may belly dancing class that time. weowie i really really wanna belly dance na. haha kaiingit.then we went to Starbucks, we just got ourselves frappucinos then we went home na. Saya parin magroadtrip.=D

Friday,081920

~no classes!haha grreat. we had our dance practice in the morning at Granwood. ok naman. then at around 12, i left the practice na. Jm fetched me. Again. haha. then hinatid niya ko sa house ni Monique coz dun ako magddress up. and then at around 2, we arrived at Shang na. e yun, nag-window shopping kami. its kinda frustrating coz ang dami naming gusto! especially in kids of bayo.errr. haha. but it's okay, we got ourselves naman a pair of Havaianas! wuhoo at last!=D the color we got is plain then parang brown na metallic. it's nice. and pareho nanaman kami. haha. then jordan, arrived at around 5 or 5:30. weowie, very late friend!haha. and then we stayed at Starbucks coz we were sooo tired na. e un kwentuhan and laughtrip. and then at around 7 we left Shang na. nakihitch kami kay Jordy and he dropped us off at Convergys. and then nung nalaman ni JM na i was planning to ride a cab pauwi, hindi siya pumayag kaya un he went to Convergys to fetch me, even if he's not feeling that well again and medyo hassle for him. and then un, hinatid din namin si monique then we went home na. i had a grreat day. thanks bestfriend.and thankss Boh, sobraaa.=D im outta here.

*Si JM and si Boh ay iisang tao lang.haha. mas trip ko siyang tawagin na JM e.

*COnvergys is the new place to be.=D

Perfect dream guy ;p

2005-08-12T09:42:00.000-07:00

~i stole this survey somewhere. haha ;p

Perfect guy?
1. hair color- dark brown or black?.
2. eye color- a little brown
3. height- uhm 5'4- 5'7 will do. not too tall pleasse.;p
4. six pack- Perfect.;p
5. long or short hair- short.better if he's semi-kalbo.=9
6. glasses- it depends if it's bagay to him.
7. piercings- as much as possible nah.nothing as far as pierced ears.
8. scars- hmm nope.
9. eyebrows- medyo makapal?;p
10. big butt or little- a little.
11. chest hair- No no.
12. buff or skinny- skinny with konting muscles.
13. straight teeth, gap- straight teeth of course.
14. funny or serious- Funny definitely.
15. party or stay at home- stay at home.party?sometimes.
16. should he cook or bake- yeah, it's a plus.=D
17. should he have a best friend- Yess.
18. should he have a lotta girlfriends- Hmm nope.=p.
19. outgoing or shy- outgoing.;p
20. sarcastic or sincere- sincere.
21. should he love his mother- Ofcourse.
22. should he watch chick flicks- not really.
23. would he be a smoker- nope nope. hopefully not.
24. would he drink- yeah, we'll drink together.=p
25. would he swear- depends, sometimes.
26. would he play with your hair- Yess. Perfect.=p
27. one or more girls at a time-no!=p
28. would he pay for dates- Yess yess.
29. does he kiss on the first date- depends.maybe on the cheeks.
30. where would you go to dinner- anywhere. hmm CPK or Cravings?
31. would he bring you flowers-yeah, but not all the time.
32. would he lay under the stars with you- Yess, Perfect.=D
33. would he write poetry about you- hmm ok lang.
34. would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby?- i like honeey. And sugar?something unusual. =D
35. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends- yess yess.
36. would you hang out with him and HIS friends- yeah.
37. will he walk you to the door at the end- Yup.=D
38. holding hands- Yess, Perfect.
39. soccer-Yess.
40. baseball-Hmm.
41. basketball-Yess Yess.
42. football- Ok lang.
43. water polo- Hmm
44. surf- Yeah.
45. skateboard- Ok lang.
46. snowboard- Not really.4
7. sing- Yeah. his voice should be serenading.haha=p
48. play guitar- Yess of course!=D
49. play piano- Hmm.
50. play drums- Ok lang.
51. clean his room- Yess yess.
52. paint, draw, sculpt- interesting=p
53. writes his own music- for me?why not?;p
54. use the word dude- yeah, esp to his friends.
55. use the word tight- okay okay.
56. would he watch the sun rise with you- YESS YESS!and the sunset.soo perfect!=D
57. what kind of car does he drive- anything. basta something nice.
58. how old is he- 16-18.
59. what would his name be- clueless. *!@$ i guess.

unexpected.

2005-08-11T04:56:00.000-07:00

~nothing so special happened today. we had a quiz in health and after that we had a discussion about family, having our own family. haha. honestly, the topic was soo interesting.asteeg. when we were asked "ano ung hinahanap mo or gusto mo na nasa mapapangasawa mo?" then i answered "yung mapagbigay and tatangapin ako kung sino talaga ako.." and everyone's making the kinikilig sound. kulit amp. and the other question was "bakit gusto mo magkaanak ka?" then i said "coz sila ung bunga ng pagmamahalan namin ng asawa ko." wahaha, oh so corny? i think soo. but its true. haha ;p this day was full of rushing and cramming. tapos shortened periods pa.

~shortened periods coz we watched the "tales of mindanao". it's a dance culutral show. wont elaborate more on that na. basta it's nice, fun and entertaining. at first muntik na ako makatulog pero after the first presentation, nagising naman ako. when it was time for the open forum, weowie!my golly banana! the grade schoolers! it's sooo embarassing. tsktsk. uhh next time,why don't we teach them how to formulate sensible questions?haha ;p

~aright. im outta here. we got lotsa quizzes and school works pa. =p can't wait to see my hookah!=D

hooked on Hookah. ;p

2005-08-06T07:52:00.000-07:00

We had our UPCAT today! yeah, i was part of the first batch kaya i have to wake up and left the house very early. i left the house at around 4:45 am then went to 7 eleven tandang sora. if im not mistaken, i think the one i saw there was Francis. yeah, i dont know why he's there but that's weird. good thing he didn't see me=p and then i went to UP Math Bldg na, naabutan ako ng traffic. pero i arrived way way on time. i was with Monique, Anjo, Olibs, Ernie and Jim and we were all at the same testing room. haha. ok naman, hindi sa pagmamayabang or something pero ang dali lang talaga nung English, sobrang mas mahirap talaga ung exercises ni Mrs. Ben.but weowie the geom part in math,grabe. im speechless. nablanko ung brain ko,kaya shotgun nalang ung part na un. Generally, it's okay naman, medyo we're time-pressured nga lang.the test lasted for almost 5 hrs. and weowie,ang lamig coz it was raining.i left my jacket pa naman at home.err. tapos before we left the Math Bldg, i stayed muna dun sa may stairs,basta ung sa gitna coz i was waiting for someone. kahit na umaabon and paulan na i still stayed there. hindi ko na inisip kung magkakasakit ako or something. but unfortunately, hindi ko siya nakita. kaya sayang.

after leaving Math Bldg, we went straight to Katips through a cab. weowie adventure, muntik lang naman maiwan sa kalsada ung 1 Havaianas slipper ko=s kasi nagmamadali ung cab coz we were not parked properly, tapos un sa kakamadali sumabit paa ko sa my door ng cab and un nahulog ang munti kong tsinelas.oa na kung oa pero muntik na ako maiyak coz hello that's my one and only Havaianas and talagang important un. my sentimental value. sentimental amp ;p Tapos napadpad kami sa isang munting lugar na ang tawag ay Tajma.i was wit Ry, Monique,Anj, Olibs and Jim. medyo tago un pero superrr asteeg. Indian food, Indian decors, Indian stuffs and design around us. The food to is sooo grrreat! super dami kong nakain. errr. at dahil isa akong munting uto-uto, kumain ako ng grilled tomato and grilled onion. tuwang tuwa sila nung ginawa ko un. kaya sabi ni Anj, ako daw ay ang exotic friend nya. at pahabol, bago kami tuluyang umalis, kumain ako ng ox brain. masarap naman at napakalambot=p kaibigan narin namin ung nagsserve dun. we stayed there from mga 12:30-4:30.kwentuhan and tambay lang kami dun. pero eto, eto talaga ang nagpasarap sa aming pananatili dun. gus2 mo malaman kung ano? secreeet! hulaan mo muna... basta tlagang masarap un. antok na ako e.
~to be continued tom.=p

My Fairytale no more.

2005-08-03T07:33:00.000-07:00

crap. it's been a week. i never expected this to happen agad.i mean not this early. i dont know. i know we had misunderstandings and things like that, but i really tried my best to work things out and bring things back to normal again.i know he tried too. everything i did, i guess, was never enough.

err.im gonna miss everything about us. everything. even the smallest details. i've written all these in my notebook.sounds pathetic? and my friends say lalo lang ako masasaktan pag ginawa ko toh.it doesn't matter. basta, i feel better whenever im doing this. reminiscing about the grrreat things that we had makes me feel happy. im at the 3rd page na,i stopped muna coz i have to concentrate first in studying for upcat. i ended up writing til the events that happened last february. February i guess is our best month. why? it's because that's the month we became together. band-aid.our fair. kabihasnan. valentine's day. the "candlelit picnic". my prom.his prom and lots more.perfect.there was soo much love back then.

everything seemed to be really perfect. no one was against our relationship. we were legal to our parents. we live in the same place. and we were so inlove and happy...basta almost perfect. but i know as time passes by, people change, feelings change. yeah, i guess i had given too much and i was uberly serious.and too much of something is bad right? i know i was partly wrong about being like that, but i have my reasons din. whenever i hear stories of couples na nagllast for years, i really envy them. i mean, how great would that be, to last for quite a long time at such an early age. i am really astonished to couples who are able to stay together that long, and i want to experience the same thing. yeah,maybe not as long as forever pero something that will last for a long time. sayang.=c and then i was also thinking that i was with the right person na e. crap. i know i'll still be meeting a lot of guys especially in college, pero wala lang. i mean i was thinking before "how grreat would it be to find someone who is almost perfect.it's like almost everything a girl looks for in a guy is with him na." for short, he's my dream guy.kaya siguro in a way, naging possessive and selfish ako. medyo madaming bawal, dapat he has to do this and that, better if we could hang out as often as we can.things like that. medyo late na nung narealize ko na may mali pala ako,and medyo late narin nung nakaisip ako ng ways and solutions para masolve ung problems namin. i let him do whatever he wants to, i adjusted, i did what he wants me to do. naging maluwag ako sa kanya. i know he needed space, coz i guess, we were too attached with each other. i tried to save our relationship, but i failed. =c eventually i have to set him free and let him go even if it will cause me so much pain and misery. i set him free not because i dont love him anymore but because i want him to be happy. and through letting him go i can show him how much i love him. this was the only time i became so selfless.and para rin makabawi sa pagiging selfish ko before;p

i will never regret the things and memories we had before. i'll always treasure them. at least i experienced what true happiness is. how it is to be taken care of by someone you know who is always there for you. bastaa its hard to explain the feelings i have for him.it never changed. 'til now it is still the same. even if we already did a lot of things together, marami parin kami hindi nagagawa. marami pa sana ako gustong gawin with him. sayang.

according to our teenstar book,"everything you give is everything you lose". i know i have given that much, he deserves it.i have no regrets.everything was worth it. i am grateful God has blessed me with someone so wonderful. life with him was the best experience. the closest thing to heaven. our little fairytale ends na, the knight has already her princess. thank you for everything Migz. you made my dream come true,my angel. i love you.

~as i watch you walk away.....~

Happy Birthday Migz!;p

2005-07-23T06:30:00.000-07:00

~yeah it was his bday yesterday. i stayed up til it was 12am of july 22 so that (hopefully) i'll be the first one to greet him on his birthday and i was still working on my CL proj. and then at around 4am i woke up to bake the cake.i had fun doing it though it was my first time, and kahit na napaso ako sa oven.hehe.;p and then yun. when i got to school i was still working on my CL proj, kaya un, it was so sabog and super simple. and then un. we had our eating time during ap period. it was fun! i brought andoks chicken for our group. and then when lunch time came, gel and i worked on the nutilla of the cake. grabe she's soo nice. and then yun. before our dismissal, we had our flag retreat. wtf? yeah, it was our first time in our whole high school life. dami na talaga bago ngayon. and then dismissal time. before going home i went to flower shops pa in don antonio to buy red and white flowers. at first i got a white rose and a carnation, but i decided to give it to my mom instead. and then i found these kinda strange flowers, i forgot na the name, basta it's nice. yun nalang ung binigay ko kay migz. and then yun, rush rush rush to prepare the gifts i was going to give him esp the letter, and the video. i left the house at almost around 10 pm na since dun lang ako natapos magprepare and may party kasi dito sa house kaya un.tapos before sleeping i texted him at around 11:59pm so (hopefully, again) i'll be the last person to greet him on his bday. yeah, the first and last=p

~the moment i stepped out of our house, i was really really nervous.i dont know, i was thinking what if he might not like what i'm giving him or what will his reaction be or what is he going to say.i went at the spot since that's where his tropa was chillin and drinking. he saw me na pala right away so nilapitan na niya agad ako. at first i really dont know what to say, it was my first time to see him after 3 days. medyo naiilang ako na nahihiya, i dont know why.so i just said "happy bday". tapos un. after that he told me, "wag nalang" and then, i was like huh? and then sabi nya "wag nalang tayo magbreak". i cant believe what he told me.. i felt so relieved and happy.=D basta i cant explain how i felt though medyo kinakabahan parin ako. weird.basta un. anyway, i started giving him the gifts one at a time. i gave first the dvd containing the video i prepared for him. and then the cake, and then the white flower with the sorry letter and the red flower with the i love you letter.i just spent time with him around 10 mins? bitin,pero ok lang,kasama niya kasi friends nya e. and then after nun nakausap ko pa si myks and kevs. some of them played basket pa, including migz. then i went home na.

~wow, that was a greeaaat day!=p my prayers worked. all the hardwork and sacrifices, it was all worth it. our relationship was given another chance. i'll use our past mistakes and experiences to improve our relationship now. madaming changes and adjustments, and at first mahirap, pero ok lang.why not? e ganun naman talaga pag love mo ung isang tao e. kahit gaano kahirap kakayanin mo, dba?=p

we may not last forever, i have no idea what's gonna happen to us in the future, but all i know is that he is the guy im inlove with right now and im soo glad to have him.that is what's important now=D

~thanks sobra sa lahat ng tao na tumulong, nakinig and umunawa sakin. kay Ry, Gel, Kevs, Myks, Anna, Issa, sa tropa ni Migz,(na hindi ko ineexpect ung mga sinabi nyo=p) sa tgif girls, etc.basta you know who you are. and shempre kay God, na nakinig sa prayers ko. Thank youuu.;p

im outta here.;p

Thank you God...

2005-07-05T06:18:00.000-07:00

~for granting my prayer. You just don't know how much it means to me, and to Migz also.=D

i hope from this day on, we'll be back to normal na, the usual things that we had before.

~during ap time, we had our "breakfast" for our nutrition month.i brought hot choco and sunny side up.issa brougt her very famous sardines.;p anyway, good thing there was no change in our sitting arrangement.muntik na. so issa is still my seatmate, and anna banana is our backmate. PE time, we had taebo again-twice.and in our practical test, i think i got a 20. kewl. and then un.as usual, we had no teacher again in teenstar and accounting.nammiss ko na maglesson sa teenstar!and hello the seatwork kanina in accounting, it's soo long pero hindi pa naman niya tinuturo.ulopie;p

~today was the try outs for varsity badminton. ok lang naman.medyo nakakapagod lang ung 10 min. run, coz u cant stop and walk, pero shempre tumatakas ako.haha.;p hopefully makasama aq sa 20, kahit trainee lang.;p

~Stuffie and i met at the clubhouse a while ago to talk about something.he was sooo happy,what he felt daw kanina is what we felt when i said yess to him before.;p after 10 mins, we went home na.=D

~and oh btw, last sunday... five months down, forever to go.=D

Thank you soo much God for granting my prayer.=D

Friday quite a blast.

2005-07-01T04:37:00.000-07:00

~you know what, this one short day, i've experienced a lot of things,name it, good or bad, i guess i had it. i had bad lonely day yet a good one. how ironic..anyway, my day started with our first Friday Mass.then the induction of officers followed.i am the club's president kaya kasama ako sa induction.haha tsamba. and then recess time came. i found out something, don't wanna elaborate more about it. all i wanna say is that i didn't do anything bad,so there's really no reason to feel bad bout it. kat and i had a misunderstanding.she was holding this skirt kasi na she's going to wear at our socialization.it is really nice and cute,pero niloko ko siya na "parang kurtina." she walked out, and i heard that she hates me forever na. okay, i kinda got bothered coz hindi ako sanay na may kaaway.but good thing we were able to fix things up during the socialization.Thanks Kat;p what's next?...ahh, basta something connected to Anna. Anna, you know that na. So during the start of our socialization, i went with Aika and Ishia first.buti naman things became okay.

~our last batch socialization i guess is the most fun and memorable compared to the ones we had before. each has class has a class color and cheer.basta asteeg. the presentations were cool especially the dance number na yung sinayaw nila is what we danced during our fieldemos.haha.ever since prep a or prep b. asteeg. and then the games too were fun and sobrang laughtrip.ung dugtungan game and then the bring me game.sa bring me game, instead of bringing an object, dadalhin mo tao.basta. the last bring me ung pinakanakakatawa..si berna and alya! sobrang galing magdance.;p haha.
during eating time, we had mojos,bbq,pizza,ice cream and iced tea.ung pwesto namin was outside avr, sa floor,by patrols yata.weowie, we were like evacuees na ewan.haha;p
basta, this is our best socialization ever!=D

~i went out minutes after i got home.it was soo boring sa bahay. it is a friday "nothing to do, nowhere to go." tumambay lang ako sandali with friends.i was reading the Five People while i was with them, when it got dark na, i went home na. no tambay with Stuffie. Since last week, we haven't spent time together as much as we want to.we only see each other at the badminton court.ngayon nalang ulit ako lumabas.
later im joining again to the weekly bible study here in Cypress. I need to talk to God now,and ask for His help and guidance.drama ba? seryoso, parang ang gulo and labo na ng buhay ko ngayon=(

~just with what i've experienced today, i realized a lot of things. *minsan it's really hard to differentiate and know who your TRUE friends are. it's like i thought things are okay all this time, but no, something wrong is going on na pala.hindi ko pa nalaman agad. maybe that's how stupid i was to be that good to other people and give my trust to them. you really will never know.*next time, parang ayoko na maging makulit and magjoke time sa ibang tao. i mean, niloloko ko lang yung tao and parang gusto ko lang magpasaya tapos whoops hindi pala ganun. i didn't mean to hurt people intentionally coz of that. someone told me na sometimes my hirit or jokes are wrong timing...look im sorry ok? hindi ko nga sinasadyang manakit e. you know what i thought coz of these things?it's better nalang to keep quiet. yess, i might just keep the thoughts i have in mind. i guess that's better para wala ng maoofend. *in a relationship, whether it is a romantic one, rel.with your family, friends, etc. there should be a two-way communication.or something like that. for example, you don't just always listen,you should also be listened to.you dont just always understand, you also have to be understood. i realized that i should be in a "give and take" relationship. im the type of person kasi na bigay nalang ng bigay. hindi ko na alam and it doesn't matter if i receive something pa or hindi na.im not saying that may kapalit dapat ung mga ginagawa or binibigay ko sa ibang tao, but...basta. it's hard to explain. im not a demanding person, i just wanted to feel that im being understood and loved by other people. *my true friends won't leave me, i know that they are just there to listen,help,support me on the things that i am experiencing especially these past few days.thanks guys, you know who you are =) *Migz's mom is right. we have to concentrate more on our studies first and not on being serious with our relationship, na we are still young and madami pa daw kami pagddaanan.i really got surprised when she texted me about that, but i understand, concerned lang siya sa amin. doing what she wants may be hard for me and Migz, but i wanted to follow that coz i want to show her how sincere i am and i am willing to make sacrifices for Migz and for our relationship.*tao lang ako, kaya kong umintindi and magpasensya pero expect na time will come, bibigay din ako,hindi ko narin makakayanan na parati nalang umintindi. *i shouldn't take for granted my studies.especially now that im in 4th year. madali lang talaga yung mga lessons pero sobrang tamad lang ako kaya no wonder i flunked my quizzes.i'll change na, i'll really try my best to change and prioritize school. *naisip ko na if i am determined enough to do something,magagawa ko talaga yung bagay na yun.inuunahan lang talaga ako ng katamaran. *despite the problems i have now, i am still lucky coz i still have my friends, my parents, my stuffie and lahat ng nagmamahal sakin.because of all of you nakakaya ko lahat toh.thanks sa lahat=).im outta here.;p

i'll save your day, with just a smile.=p

2005-06-27T05:47:00.000-07:00

~grreat tiring day. hmm, we had 3 quizzes. e un. physics was uberly fun!grabe sobrang laughtrip!it's all ms.toli's fault, grabe ang kuleet lahat ng hirit nya.haha la lang just sharing. la mashado homeworks for tomorrow, coz tom madaming aalis to join the cardinal's libing.i decided not to go anymore coz it's hassle,and super daming tao dun.hopefully i'll be able to start on my expository outline in english, i dont have any topic in mind pa nga e. maybe something bout wars. most likely stuffie could help me about that. he likes wars alot.

~after school, i went straight at the badminton court para magtrain. i trained for an hour, tapos dapat it was stuffie's turn na after me, pero whoops, my iba na pla ittrain ung trainer, kaya yun galit ng galit siya.i know he was, i can see it in his eyes and facial expression. pumalo nalang kami instead, but i really suck, kaya feel ko lalo nadagdagan inis niya.and then biglang may relative ako na napadaan infront of us. usap for a while and then i introduced stuffie as my bf.;p

~after playing he said "you did great". i thought sa laro, pero hindi pala, it was because of my patience to him.i realized that i might not be able play that well with him, but making him feel better and happy is a whooole lot better.;p e un. nakihitch ako sakanya pauwi pero they went straight to their house na kaya we walked me home nalang=p

+i'll save your day with just a smile.+

alpha beta omega=p

2005-06-26T07:49:00.000-07:00

*this is my new fave song from bamboo's new album and since i can't think of any title for this post narin. btw, sorry bout my template, i didn't mean to be vain or something, pero yan ang instant na pwede kong ipalit sa original pic na nasira dito sa blog ko.instant amp. haha;p e ayaw ko naman magpalit ulit ng template coz bago palang toh, and ang hirap mgchange ng codes etc. kaya yan muna;p i downloaded limewire para dun na ako magddownload ng stuffs, and surprisingly, ang firsts ko na dindownload ngayon are songs of bamboo from their new album.influence toh ni stuffie.haha=p and since hindi ako nakabili kanina ng cd. the songs are nice and mostly ballad.it's not the bamboo that we usually hear or listen to.basta, you better check it out.;p err,hindi ko crush c bamboo a.hmm medyo naccutetan ako sa vocalist ng hale and shempre sa lead guitarist ng chunk o funk(uhh, you now what im talking about;p)

*hmm what did i do today? uhh i heard mass here in ferndale and then lunch then tv and then in the afternoon, stuffie and i hang at the spot for like 30 mins? after that he played basketball and then i swam all by myself. i was quite a loner that time. haha.after 12 laps, i left na and then stayed at the court for awhile and then i went home na.for 3 hours im online, blogging and downloading bamboo songs.it's raining hard. i don't like it when it rains.parang ang boring, lalo na sa daytime.=p

*i can't wait to finish the Five people you meet in heaven.it's nice daw e. im still stuck at page 64 coz tinatamad ako magbasa. hopefully this week i could finish it. and then after that im planning to read the wedding or dream guy. hmm, when i die kaya sino ung 5 people na mammeet koh?;p sana kasama dun si stuffie. i hope that we'll still find each other when we get there.=D

*yesterday, i went at rustan's katips wit my mom para maggrocery. too bad, morning c monique nagpunta dun ako after lunch, meet pa naman sana kami.tapos national bookstore to buy books panggift. wuhoo, i got a vcd na of belly dancing and pilates!;p shempre medyo dream ko maging belly dancer e.haha=p and then when i got home i went out right away para makita si stuffie kahit feel ko na uulan na. and then when i reached the park, (he was at the court) yun it rained na,shempre i got wet.but everything's worth it.you know, things i'll do just to see him, just to make him happy=D

err!;p

2005-06-26T05:01:00.000-07:00

my golly banana ulopie!! wat's happenin to my blog?! argh...hirap ayusin. pag hindi ko naayos, hahanap nanaman ako ng bagong template, kakachange ko lang!lucky for me=s

first friday wit tgif=p

2005-06-24T22:19:00.000-07:00

*uhh not literally the "first" but it's our first get togther since school statred. our last was during nadine's bday party.the girls who went here are laia,anjo,issa, nadine and jim. tapos sa guys naman sila migz, duncan, myks, ryan and kevs. my bestfriend chona wasn't here and anna my partner=c (chona,anna if you happen to read this matouch naman kyo!;p) and then pagdating nung guys i asked migz to close his eyes coz i was goin to give him something. it is my bracelet na malaki sakin so i gave it to him instead. and then un, we had our usual tambay at the clubhouse. everyone was smoking na nga e. shempre not me of course.i think this was the girls' new fave according to anjo's blog, the chocolate-flavored stoogs;p i was curious nga bout the taste e. sabi nila it's sweet daw.oh well. e un tambay, kwentuhan. blahblah. saya!i missed all of them.;p though medyo nakaisolate kami ni migz sa isang corner and sabi ni issa medyo ndi nya naffeel ung presence ko.haha=p and then around 6:30 or 7 nadine and anjo were going home na so sinamahan ko sila sa gate.at first ako lang magisa, coz i thought ndi nako samahan ni issa, but no, talagang tumakbo siya para habulin at samhan ako.e it was raining hard pa naman and then wala siyang umbrella, gamit lang niya ung polo ni Migz. issa you're soo sweet.. you're not just my tooot buddy, also my better friend;p and then un, after a while all of them went home na and ung natira nlang sa clubhaus is ung ferndale tropa. marco, chrissie and i were talkin bout college, kung what course and school magandng punthan.i said i also like ust coz of the nutrition and dietetics na course na sbi ni marco na mapera daw dun and bka dun din si stuffie,pero i dont like lang there is uniform. e un. and then after a while we went home na. and oh,my stuffie is sooo cute yesterday. his new polo is bagay saknya. basta asteeg!=p

*and then i went at maple 3, coz cypress is having the weekly bible study and rosary there. un i had dinner there tapos kwentuhan with chrissie and carla(bout college again) and then time for the bible study and sharing na. last night was my first time to share and i shared something about generosity and charity.and then un. before going home, all of us were given kitkat and crunch chocolates.yumm;p and then around 12, i went home na.

*i'll never forget what my stuffie told me last night before sleeping, "it's written in the stars, the powers of the universe conspired to make you mine..it's clearly meant to be, you and me...i love you." stuffie, you are my dream come true=D*

hiyess.

2005-06-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

*at looong last, nakapagpost ulit ako. and i have a new template na! oh well, it is still not that fixed yet.i'll fix it some other time nalang.it's late na e. i have school pa tom.=p
*grreat school day. i got grades in my quizzes naman.wuhooo!=D too bad we had no teacher in our teenstar.the best subj. in 4th year. ryt issa?=D

i got this at issa's blog.it's about uhm 15 people she wanted you to guess. it's cute.=D

5. This guy is super loyal to her princess :) He has the brightest idea to surprise her girl w/c is really Sweet ü The ferndale boy and the guy who’s afraid to become a ****yo.. hahaha :) This guy is all in one.. He knows how to balance his studies, Have time for her princess plus mei band pa cya :) what more can u ask for a guy? It’s all in him. :)

6. if we have a Ferndale boy, then we also have the Ferndale girl.. ü she’s the girlfriend of number 5 :) this girl loves number 5 sooooo much. The girl who believes in Forever just by looking at number 5 :) awww.. She loves wearing cute skirts w/c is really bagay ü This girl is really beautiful in and out.. and, really paranoid when it comes to “ahem”. Haha.. she’s also my toot buddy :) I thought this girl is super quiet.. haay, I was so wrong. Looks can really be deceiving haha :P but wen u g0t to knw her better.. oh my.. so wild, so loud and so funny :) Her nick is a junk food from Jack n Jill :) hehe..

7. Bestfriend of #6 :) The chikadora ng bayan.. haha :P The “kunayari mahiyain” girl but In fact, she’s also wild just like her bestfriend :) This chikadora is a fashionista!ü she can’t live w/o shopping.. s0ri na.. rich kid eh! :) y0u’ll always see her wearing signatured stuffs.. or if not, mahal pa dn.. haha :) She’s also the “spice of our life”. Hahaha.. ginaya ni Fidel V. Ram0s last name nya haha :)

...now guess who these people are=)

+04 June 05, Saturday+ its raining today=(

2005-06-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

i woke up a little late since i slept early in the morning na. around lunch time i went to school to get my uniform and check my section. im in section pamayanan. class # 23.[cool may 3.haha=p] issa, anna, erniee are my classmates.wuhoo.cool. too bad nique and i aren't classmates.=s and then around 2:30pm kitkat and i went to Trisha's house coz everyone was there. we had Fracasso pizza for merienda.a 20-inch pizza.haha..and then after eating, we transferred at Migz's house coz pinapauwi na sha e wala siyang kasama dun. the guys played ps2.i took a nap.haha basta i fell asleep.and then when the others left na, Migz and i stayed at their bench sa may garage.and then nagjamming kami,trip lang.haha. asteeg.exactly after our last song, his dad arrived.and then after a while.... <-- Migz did that.hehe. i went home before it rained. and then yun. =D

btw, here are some of the pics at nadine's party.

monique,me,jim,kat, tanya, laia, bday girl, issa.=D

sleeping?hindi siguro.=p

just making sure he's okay.hehe=p

tipsy and sabog=p

he's really tipsy na.but i really love him.=D

my angel.with the light effects.haha=p

whoops..nakita ko lang to sa multiply ni issa.sa tomas yata to or review? steeg toh.bagay glasses ko sakanya.haha=p

+03 June 05, Friday+

2005-06-04T05:17:00.000-07:00

Yess.4 months down, forever to go.=p

in the afternoon i went to Shangri-la to buy stuffs for school.pero i wasn't able to buy anything coz wala akong nagustuhan e.i just bought stuffie a gift for our monthsary.i got him gray flipflops from tickles.and then around 7pm kitkat and i were dropped at Nocovo bar somewhere near abscbn 'coz it is chrissie's birthday party.it was fun naman.pero Migz and i had a tampuhan about me drinking.i wont elaborate more what had happened but good thing we fixed things up right away naman. buti nagbati kami agad.and then un, ok na. i danced a little lang kasi nahihiya ako.haha=p basta ang saya!around 3am we went home na.tapos when we got home, tumambay muna kami sa house ni grace.muntik nanaman kami magaway ni Migz pero buti nalang hindi.=D i will try my best not to drink anymore.=p

+020605, Thursday+ Happy Tipsy day.

2005-06-02T07:49:00.000-07:00

wow.its been quite a while since i last posted an entry. im too lazy to make one kasi and im busy.busy amp.haha.lotsa things had happend these past few days. damiii.=p

today is NADINE'S BIRTHDAY.happy birthday friend.=D

jim and i arrived soo early at katipunan and we were the first to sign dun sa paper.hiyesss.kung kelan tapos na ung review dun kami maaga.haha.so nagpunta kaming starbucks para imeet si migz.he's wit his mom.and then 7 eleven coz andun c monique, issa and laia. weowie, monique and i were wearing same shirt and skirt.cool.pero medyo awkward din.

and then we had our stimulation exam.it was hard.pero kaya naman.

rarr.and then i dont know, bigla nalang kami nagkaasaran ni migz.akala ko kasi sinusungitan niya ako kaya naasar ako.so naasar din siya sakin coz la naman siya ginagawa.pero he wasnt feeling well daw since he is sick.so un, nung naguusap-usap na kung saan pupunta,i decided to go wit monqiue.medyo nagtampo narin ako kay migz coz hindi na natuloy ung movie date namin. tapos sumama siya kela duncan. kaya un. we went at monique's house first.we ate lunch there. and i got my pasalubong from vietnam. flipflops, shells from the beach, and a beaded purse.thanks clone.=D

and then we went to the mall.im wit monique,her family,laia and jim.wat mall?secreeet.haha. kasi monique and her siblings are goin to buy stuffs for school. shempre im part of the family.haha.and then while nique and i are walkin may narinig sha na nagsabi "wow twins o." haha twins amp. and then 2pm na andun parin kami so minadali ko sila since i really really wanted to go at kev's place.kasi hindi ko na matiis na magkagalit kami ni migz and gusto ko na siya makita.=D so we took a cab.ako na nga nagbayad e.

pagdating ko,he was about to sleep na dapat.and then we talked instead tapos bati na kami!wuhoo=D nadine's party was FUN!share lang kami ni migz sa drinks since im bawal daw.haha.ang sarap ng tinimpla ni jim!sabi nga ni carl lasang kool aid.pero sarap naman. sprite+gin+extra joss. kaya no wonder kami ni migz ung unang natipsy.siya lang pala.haha. kaya un.he took a nap muna while i was watching over him.ayuun.angel amp.pero its true.nagbabantay ako while he's sleeping.basta basta.bumawi ako sakanya.=D

and then yun.around 7 he got a cab na and went to the hospital na.sinamahan namin siya ni kevs.asteeg ung mga advices sakin ni kevs nung pauwi na kami e.tapos after a while, we went home narin.nadine brought me home.buti hindi ako pinagalitan though hindi ako nagpaalam ng maayos.

tomorrow is june 3.our fourth month.i hope that we could celebrate.=D

sa tomas while waiting for our food.haha kulit.=D

+220503,Sunday+Testing=D

2005-05-21T21:40:00.000-07:00

testing..amp.haha.just wanted to try if the icons will work.later nako magpost ng recap.haha.im going to galle today, i will attend my cousin's bithday party.hopefully i'll see stuffie later when i get home.

+130505.Friday+ Recap.

2005-05-13T06:16:00.000-07:00

My last post was since last friday pa, so my vlog is not that updated anymore. and lotsa things had happend already..

satUrday.07/05
~nothing happend.i just watched stuffie play basketball.and we biked around for a while before he went to greenhills. he told me this through text "i'd proudly say "im taken by the most perfect girl a man ever wished for" aww.cool=D and i always ways to melt him daw. ofcourse i do, and i just thought of more ways to surprise him and make him happy.=D

sUnday.08/05
~mother's day.stig, after mass,some of the ferndale boys gave blue roses sa moms. and migz was the one who gave the flower to my mom.cool.haha.parang nangingit pa mom ko.=p
~and then the cypress families ate at albergus to celebrate.saya.
~we went at shang after.i saw monique there=D and tito dj's family.i got a green shirt and a skirt from kids of bayo.

mOnday.09/05
~i arrived earlier than the usual.migz and i met at starbucks.i was also with monique and ticsay. and then we arrived at our class around 8:15 i guess. and the english teacher is a terror.but he's a guy.he's fond of comparing and panlalait.potah.and he doesn't know how to teach.
~we had a quiz lang naman about spelling.potah nakakasabaw din pala. and ung s-v agreement.wuhoo.c migz yata ung highest nun.ayuun.
~i had pasta lang at 7 eleven nung break para tipid.but weow, nilibre ako ni kevin.thanks kevak=D
~dismissal time, i went to Cello's to surprise Migz wit 3 strawberry doughnuts.his favorite.and then we stayed at starbucks.
~monique and i were wearin the same skirt.cool=D
~in the afternoon, stuffie and i biked and hanged at the m.p.h.everything went well til the biker boys(cypress dads)passed by there.we were quite afraid to be seen.pero ok lng naman.ewan.

tUesday.10/05
~sumabay sakin si migz papuntang review.cool.=D but we didnt talk that much sa car.
~monique and i were wearin the same shirt from space.i was wearin a pink top and white skirt while she was wearin a white top and pink skirt.cool=D
~we had bio and general science.i really suck at bio.and bio hates me alot.haha.
~recess:hungry hippo.something new.i got blt wit cheese.it was yummy.=D
~dismissal time, i went to Cello's to buy 6 pcs. doughnuts.2 of which was for migz. caramel and honey glaze.his new favorites.we stayed at the internet cafe coz the boys were playin cs.migz taught me how to play.haha.
~in the afternoon,we biked and stayed at the m.p.h.i arrived late.my instinct says he is mad,but he was not mad daw. this time, moms who were jogging were the ones who passed by naman.stuffie started to become paranoid na.
~i got no sugar combo. and we had another misunderstanding.again.=(
~though we weren't that ok, i watched his game parin.

wedNesday.11/05
~nothing really happend.i just cleaned my room.stuffie and i talked over the phone lang coz he went to celeb with the ferndale boys.no tambay. i just saw him around 8pm coz we played badminton. once, migz and my dad became teammates. i guess they get along naman wit each other. that's nice. haha.and then we became teammates na.we won twice.i really like it when he says "nice,nice shot" and he said my game improved na daw.cool.=D

thurSday.12/05
~i wore my geek glasses at our review class, coz i guess it matches what i was wearing. but monique and migz didnt like it. they said i look older daw. but issa, nadine and jim said it was bagay naman daw.hehe.
~we had Chem.i thought it was easy, coz i like chem and i find it easy..but no, sabaw nung quiz.potah.and i dont understand the lesson that much e.mrs.torralba is still the best chem teacher.haha.
~migz and i had a tampuhan again.coz i thought sinusungitan niya ako pero sleepy lang pala siya.pero nainis ako.so i told monique and nadine na i will try something if he still continues to do the same thing. good thing we talked, and then we became ok na.=D
~we went at Cello's during our breaktime, but i didnt eat. i dont want anything sweet for recess.so instead, i just bought hotdog sandwich at 7 eleven.
~dismissal:i was with migz,jim,ryan and ticsay. i bought 2 boxes of Cello's doughnuts for my sisters.kasi love ko sila.love amp=p
~before going home,stuffie and i stayed first at the park for like, 30 mins?la lang.usap.kwentuhan.medyo seryoso nga pinagusapan namin e.nagulo hair ko coz parang he tapped me sa head.pero ok lang.kulit.
~in the afternoon, we stayed at the gazebo para mas safe..buti naman wala ng dumaan.we didnt have sugar combo that much coz he has a singaw. i guess it hurts like hell.but still i had sooo much fun.siomai ang siopao.=D
~nique and i talked over the phone.
~i read the five people you meet in heaven.pero malayo pa ako,hindi pa siya namamatay.haha.and i studied for the next day's lesson.hiyess.

friDay.13/05
~friday the thirteenth.haha.but nothing bad happend naman.
~dapat migz and i were going to greenbelt wit his parents.tapos naging shang.tapos hindi na natuloy.sayang.
~i arrived quite late na.lesson was kinda boring.kaya puro laughtrip and kulitan nalang kami.and i read my book nalang.
~recess:migz and i bought food at hungry hippo.we ate outside mocha blends wit friends.
~dismissal time, we were planning to go to eastwood.pero hindi natuloy,instead stuffie and i decided to play badminton nalang.before going home from review, migz and i stayed at the park for like 30 mins.kaya lang may sumingit.kaya bitin.haha.
~we were at the badminton court from 1:30-4:30.saya naman.natalo nga lang kami sa doubles.pero ok lang.
~pagdating from badminton,tambay ulit.we stayed at the m.p.h.he was dizzy and i was tired and sleepy.and he was a little paranoid din pala.haha joke. pero ok naman.around 6:30, we transferred at the spot.ok naman din.saya.kala namin maabutan kami ng ulan kaya we left our phones sa basket ng bike ko.and then pagbalik namin, wala na. akala namin naclepto na.un pla tinago ng guard para walang kumuha nung phones.hehe.sobrang natakot c stuffie.
~before we went home, we had a super malupit na sugar combo.haha basta asteeg.he liked it pala alot.i was a good **s*e* daw.haha hindi kaya.oh well.ill give him more combos.cant wait.
~onga pala.migz had his midnight snack..8 slices of yellowcab pizza,under 10 mins daw.amazing huh.haha.pang ripleys ba? weow, he is always hungry, he eats alot naman but gets hungry easily.and he is payat pa.galing.=D

Ooh La la=D

2005-05-06T05:49:00.000-07:00

Sorry, i can't think of any title, kaya yan nalang.haha=D

hmm...second day of review classes. buti naman, i arrived on time.we had math as the subject for the day. ok lang naman.after discussion, we had a quiz. i got 14/25.bobo.haha.dapat 15 un e.mali ung nashade ko sa 1.bulag.haha=D and then we had our break.i ate wit migz,monique,ticsay and ryan at kenny rogers coz i wanted to try their frost bites.but weow, it sucks. punuin ba naman ng ice ung buong cup? oh well, that would be my first and last na kakain ng frost bites.ice mumu parin.=p and then pagbalik yata ulit namin, we had another quiz.i got 10/15.not that bad. thanks sa clover chips. it helped me alot because of its vitamins.haha.anyway,after dismissal, i went to 7 eleven to buy a drink lang dapat.pero when i passed by the chocolate section, tsktsk...temptation.haha.so i got this box of mints and bitter chocolate and a kitkat white for migz(i just wanted to surprise him).=D and a lollipop for monique.(nilibre ko siya kasi love ko siya.haha love amp!)and then i went at the net cafe coz migz,ticsay,ryan and kevin were playing cs.haha.i was just watching. kung marunong lang ako, tatalunin ko sila e.(nyek!) oh well, some other time. e un.we went home after that.nakihitch kami kay ryan.and i met her sister.(wow,migz told me approved daw sa akin ate ni ryan coz im nice daw.that's cool.=D) anyway, he dropped us sa may guard house and we walked home under the heat of the sun.

and then in the afternoon, tumambay kami ni stuffie.saya.basta ang cute cute cute niya.haha.
my day is alot better when i start and end it with him.=D

Aww=D

2005-05-05T05:51:00.000-07:00

i saw this at dichi's friendster, and i found it nice.i guess it is about a girl's dream guy.

"the one who'll call me beautiful instead of hot, who'll call me back when i hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch me sleep.

the one who'll kiss my forehead, who'll show me off to the world when i sweat, who'll hold my hand in front of his friends.the one who'll constantly remind me of how much he cares for me and how lucky he is to have me.

the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." ....

i just thought of Migz after reading this.i am so lucky to have him. i want the world to know that i already found my "dream guy" and words can never explain how much i love him=D

Bliss=D

2005-05-05T05:17:00.000-07:00

i woke up early today 'coz it's the first day of our review classes!wuhoo!i was soo excited. but i got late.traffic e.nagsstart na ung class when we got there.nakakahiya nga e.good thing, nakasabay ko sila monique.haha ang pa-star yata namin e. and buti nalang may vacant seats pa sa table nila migz. and then we had a diagnostic test.science muna.potah ang hirap.kaya mostly hinulaan nalang namin ang kopyahan.haha saya!=D and then math.sabaw parin.and then break time na.we ate at mcdo. i got to eat again fries with caramel sundae.hmmm HEAVEN!next time ung nuggets and sundae naman..e un.and then pagbalik namin,nagsstart na sila sa language test.pa-star nanaman kami.haha. nakakatawa nga ung mga ibang questions e.haha.and grabe ang kulit ni jimilah and nadine.sobrang mahirit.laughtrip!pero ewan ko lang kung natutuwa ung ibang students.anyway, i got home na mga 1:30 coz nagpahaircut pa sila nadine and nique.

and then around 4:30,tumambay na kami ni stuffie.hmm,first time ko yata umupo sa lap nya. asteeg pala.hehe.e un. sabi ko nga sakanya, he is my slave for the day coz siya nagtatali ng hair ko, and i got massages.wuhoo. and he told me na one of these days, he might treating me for a massage at this spa at royale place.stig.i will look forward to that.hehe.and weow, medyo inaasar niya ako about the way i look at the mirror.haha, ang weird pala?or inexagerate lang nya.basta nag-iiba pala ung eyes ko.oh well, hindi ko un sinasadya,ganun na talaga ko.haha.and then tumambay kami sa pool with rap,kitkat,jc,pia and ice.pero siya lang nagswim.tomorrow na ako magswim.haha.excited na ako for tom. another day of review with friends and stuffie.=D

a great tuesday?almost...=(

2005-05-03T05:22:00.000-07:00

too bad.i was planning na magtrain ng badminton,pero hindi natuloy. so i went to school instead para magenroll and buy school stuff.and then in blogged almost the whole afternoon. so i got a new, better lay-out na!yipeee! and then i went sa court na to meet stuffie ( i was 1 hour late.sorry honeey.=D) it's our 3rd monthsary.hiyess.so un..tambay kami dun. i got a bouquet of red and pink roses and 3 puppy stuff toys.cute nga e.i got him naman 3 bars of chocolates and 3 small bottles containing my letter.e un. and then we transferred at the spot.

and then tumunog phone ko.i got a message from this guy who used to court me.kala ko dad kasi ko.so when i read the message,parang tinakpan ko ung screen. kala ni stuffie nagtatago ako sa kanya...pero i told him who texted me and pinabasa ko sa kanya ung message...but still...nainis siya..i knew he was coz he started not looking at me and it was obvious...he admitted it, naasar siya and nagtatampo. Argh...again? why on our monthsary pa? i'm trying my best na not to do anything that might lead us into fighting again.potah. feel ko lahat nalang ng gagawin ko mali....im soo confused. until now he is not replying.no, he replied na pala.i asked him if he's still nagtatampo and naasar sa akin and he said "yeah". damn...... sabi pa nya sa akin before ako umalis.."o,iiwan ko phone ko sa bahay a.baka sabihin mo nakikipagtaasan nanaman ako ng pride pag hindi ako nakatxt sayo" damn......i was like "huh?hindi naman e" hindi ko na lam...pano kung mawawala na trust niya sakin?what should i do to have it back?potah chippo....matutulog ka nanaman na malungkot=(

=D

2005-05-02T07:07:00.000-07:00

This was quite an ordinary day. I talked to Monique over the phone in the morning. I saw a walk to remember. haha=p. And then I saw stuffie in the afternoon. Nagswim kami. And then we talked over the phone when we got home. Too bad I was not able to go with them to play badminton since 1 lang ung court and puro dads un. Baka ma-op lang ako dun.haha=p pero superrr sweet ng messages ni stuffie. Tomorrow is the 3rd day of the month, and it is a Tuesday…=D I can't wait. It is our day. I am not expecting anything special or something, I just hope we will have a great day and we will make the most out of it.=D

bad part of the weekend=c

2005-05-02T07:01:00.000-07:00

Saturday afternoon, stuffie and I were biking around. and then when we stayed at the multi-purpose hall.and then after a while, dumaan pala dad ko. I thought migz was just kidding pero totoo pala. So nagtago ako..and then he started panicking. Hindi na siya nakapagbye ng maayos kaya nainis ako. And then he wasn’t texting for how many hours na kaya akala ko na nakikipagtaasan siya ng pride. When he knew about it, shempre naasar siya. Monique became our “bridge”. And then the next day we saw each other after mass, pero hindi kami nagpansinan. So I was sure that he was mad at me that time. Kung gusto ko daw ng pataasan ng pride, makukuha ko. Akala ko hindi pa kami magbabati nung day na yun.. Pero thanks to Monique=D kasi since siya ung bridge, siya taga-forward ng messages, etc. and after knowing each other’s side, nagbati narin kami. wuhoo! I was worried lang kasi nagaway pa kami kung kelan malapit na ung monthsary. I’m just glad we worked things out right away. Babawi nalang ako sa kanya sa Tuesday.=D

weekend shooping.=D

2005-05-02T06:55:00.000-07:00

Hiyess. great weekend for me. I got almost all the things that I want to have these past few days. Last Saturday, I got a pink towel grip for my badminton racket, a wristband in shades of pink, a pink lady bike, and nerdy glasses. Wuhoo! i've wanted that bike ever since I first saw it. But on that same day, I accidentally fell hard from that bike leaving me scratches sa legs, which hurt like hell.too bad for me.haha. e un. And then Sunday, I got shirts for badminton and that white Kamiseta flipflops. I felt like a spoiled brat. Haha. Thanks to my daddy=D

hmm.

2005-04-28T09:19:00.000-07:00

Thursday was quite a good day. But it was a little boring too. Asar nga e. nasira kasi yung bike ko. Sana maayos na un asap. Tapos nung afternoon, before migz and I went to the party, tumambay kami sandali. Sa park and then sa court.e ayoko pa naman dun kasi madaming tao.baka may chuchu.i was expecting na tatambay ulit kami sa may grass..but no, ayaw niya kasi baka may makakita sa amin since malapit dun ung party.kaya un. i went back home to change,tapos we went to the party na.

i didn't have that much time to spend with stuffie.ewan ko..mas nakakajamming niya ung guys e. siguro ako din mas nakakausap ko ung girls...basta un.can't explain it.pero ayos lang.i just hope we'll have a better day tomorrow...~bien.a tout a l'heure.au revoir.~

something new!=D

2005-04-27T08:35:00.000-07:00

Wednesday was quite a good day. i cleaned my room the whole afternoon 'coz it's a complete mess na.nakakapagod un a.ilang calories kaya ung nawala?haha.e un.and then after that i went out na. kala ko tambay na agad kami stuffie pero hindi pa pala kasi he played basketball first.medyo nagtampo ako nung una pero nawala rin. medyo late na nga nung tumambay na kami e.

and then when we were at the multi-purpose hall na, parang napapunta kami sa grass...and then i told him na dun nalang kami.pareho pala kami ng iniisip.naunahan ko lang siya.basta ang saya.ang kulit nya and sobrang sarap niyang kulitin. sayang nga bitin e, kasi he needed to go home na. kaya un. pero i had soo much fun.=D

and then we talked over the phone around 9:30 i guess...kasi sabi nya na may kumakalat na chismis about us around ferndale na hindi naman totoo.basta kung kanino man galing un, isa siyang malaking KUPAL.haha.seryoso. tapos he told me something na sinabi ng mom niya.and then natahimik ako and napaisip. and then after talking to migz, i called monique,and then yun..naiyak na ako. pero nagbigay naman siya ng advices kaya ok na.pero naiiyak parin ako.kaya nagusap kami ulit ni migz.tapos yun, inexplain niya un ng mabuti. basta...sobrang important talaga sakin ung trust and pagtingin ng parents ni migz sa akin.kya i'll prove them that i'm not like the people around me na iniisip nila na baka mag BI sa akin or something...=D

another tuesday in wonderland=D

2005-04-26T07:32:00.000-07:00

another tuesday in wonderland huh?haha..early morning palang i saw stuffie na coz sinamahan ko si nadine sa house niya para magsorry.weow.haven't taken a bath pa nga e.pero ok lang.sabi nya kasi "hindi naman ako mukhang hindi naligo e".haha. e un.tapos nadine left na 'coz she got her stuff lang.and then after lunch i took a nap.mga 3 hours din un ah.haha.and then when i woke up, i took a shower and merienda na.and then i went out para magbike and tambay wit stuffie.

our tambay was fun.haha.la muna mashadong sugar combos 'coz we both have cough and colds.too bad.haha pero ok lang.tapos un.medyo seryoso kami kanina coz we were talking about what happened last saturday and things related to that.and i gave him na pala my pasalubong from galera.i got him necklaces and anklets.i guess he liked it naman.=D

and then around 8pm,dumating si monique and nadine.they went here to apologize to Migz's parents and to my mom about what happened last saturday.tapos un, sinamahan ko sila sa house ni Migz.we talked naman e,pero not that much 'coz he was having his dinner.e un..ok naman i guess ung paguusap nila Monique,Nadine and Migz's mom. ang bait talaga ng mom ni Migz.la lang.e yun. and then we left na,coz it's my mom's turn to be given an apology.tapos un,hindi naman nagalit ung mom ko.napagsabihan lang sila.nakasmile pa nga e.haha. alam narin yata niya na sabay kami uuwi ni Migz from review through Monique.and she has a bilin..."uuwi na agad after classes a.wala ng lakwacha,kung hindi...patitigilin ko si kenwyn." patitigilin amp.haha.e un. and then kwinento ni Migz.. inaasar daw siya ng mom nya..sabi nya "tawagan ko nga c marlene, sabihin ko na honey and stuffie tawag sayo ni ken and baby tawag mo sakanya..yihee,baduy nyo a." pero baby and honey rin ang tawagan nila ng dad ni Migz before.haha kuleet.=D e un..sana things would get better na.

"il aurait été meilleur s'il n'y avait plus de batchmates en lots party.it failed.our ne coopérait pas les situations qui sont inattendues et étant évité a eu le mauvais de happend.".~bien.a tout a l'heure.au revoir.~

galera..here i come!

2005-04-22T10:25:00.000-07:00

ooh lala... in just a few minutes we'll be leaving na for galera..im so running out of time pero nagpost parin ako.haha.the bus just arrived and i was just done packing.e un.can't wait!pero shempre sobrang mammiss ko talaga c migz kasi hindi sha makakasama and i cant attend the batch party.i'll be missing my friends din.til next time!=D watch out for my my next posts and galera pics.=D

something new=D

2005-04-20T11:07:00.000-07:00

wednesday was a greaaat day. we played badminton again.we were there sa court mga 6 hrs ulit.training and games.basta ang kuleet ni stuffie today.asteeg.kasi he was insisting na he's not invited at rap's bday party kaya hindi siya pupunta.e hello?!? impossible naman yata un.kaya nagbet pa kami.haha.what's our deal?.sugar combo.=D haha.e yun. tapos may kasabay kami na nagtrain, si jay.huweow,ang bait ng mom niya.coz nilibre kami ng mcdo for lunch. naawa yata samin kasi napansin nya na hungry na talaga kami tapos we have no money na.haha.asteeg libreng lunch.and then bago kami umalis, nagdoubles kami.kami ni migz magkakampi and then kitkat and jay.talo kami ni migz kc pagod na siya.pero steeg,kc natitira ko na ung mga drop shots and nakakagawa narin yata ako ng drop shots.tapos sasabihin ni migz "nice ken". or any compliment.nakakatouch.and mas nakakagana magplay.=D i guess im improving na?sana.hehe.tapos yun, nung nasa car na kami, we realized that hindi pala namin nabayaran ung trainer.haha.tapos migz's tita fetched us at the court and got us halo-halo pa.yummm.sarap ng buhay namin.haha.=D

when we got home,kitkat and i played first with gavin,the superr cute kid here in cypress.and then i biked around,watched migz's basketball game,bike with him,and then tumambay ulit sa multi-purpose hall.i guess that's our new place na.haha.e yun. tambay.sobraang cute nya, kahit kakagaling lang sa basketball game,sarap panggigilan.kaso lang nagpipigil ako kasi baka mahawa siya sa colds ko.haha.basta asteeg, ang dami kong nalaman today about me na gusto and ayaw niya.kahit simple things lang.basta,can't explain it.

And then,after our tambay, we were at rap's party naman.at first hindi ko siya kasama. tapos yun,after a while magkasama na kami.pero shempre hanggang usap lang,coz andun parents ko and ung iba pang parents.feel ko nga tingin sila ng tingin e.and tondo bantay.pero ok lang. tapos yun,hangang sa naisipan nilang magjamming sa room ni chrissie.so we were there, migz is playing the guitar and chrissie was on drums.asteeg.mas nakakafall pag nakikita ko siyang magplay and sing.wala lang=D tapos yun,hangang sa more than 10 na yata kami sa room.teens and kids.sobraang gulo.pero masaya. and then when we went back down, we had this "titigan game".it was fun.kuleet!haha.e un.and then when it was around 1 am na,i went home na coz pinapauwi na kami ng mom ko.ayoko na mapagalitan.=p

And then, since migz is still at the party, i thought of something... since katapat ko yung room ni rap,naisip ko,bakit hindi kaya kami magusap ni migz through the windows?so yun, i told him bout my idea..at first,ayaw niya talaga coz baka mahuli ako blah blah blah. shempre medyo nadisappoint ako nung una.pero nagulat ako nung bigla shang nagcall to ask if im still awake.for short, we talked through the windows=D.isn't it cool?kami na asteegan.sobraa.we did something new again.sabi nga nya"atleast i was the last person you saw before going to bed" awww..cool!sweeet!=D kaya un..i was able to start and end my day right.thankss again honeey.=D aryt,it's late na.im sleepy na.~bien.a tout a l'heure.au revoir.~

tuesday in wonderland=D

2005-04-19T05:01:00.000-07:00

tuesday was a great day. around 2 magsswim na dapat ako but i can't go out of the house coz it was raining.so mga 3 na yata ako nakalabas. when i got there migz was swimming na. and then weow,ang lamig sa pool.kaya nung una nakatayo lang ako dun. tapos when kitkat and her friends left na, migz and i stayed na dun sa deep part.un nman ung spot namin e.tapos kwentuhan.until dumating na ung makukulit na kids ng cypress. grabe ang kulit talaga. tapos gustong gusto nila na nagpapabuhat kay migz. dapat we're going to leave the pool na by 4,but no..sobrang nangungulit ung kids na ihagis and itapon sila ni migz.pati sakin, nagpabuhat narin.haha.e un.i went home para magshower,and then went out again to bike wit stuffie..

we stayed at the multi purpose hall para walang istorbo and chuchu.hehe.haay, asteeg talaga tuesday.it's our day.haha.we were just there,tambay and kulitan.and i got my double dose of sugar combo! basta ang saya!=D my day was great!at last..stuffie made my day so happy.thanks honey.and oh by the way,im enrolled at up link na!yesss!at last=D that's it for now..byee. ~bien.a tout a l'heure.au revoir.~

rarr.=C

2005-04-18T05:59:00.000-07:00

monday was quite a good day. i went to school to get my card.thank God i have no line of 7.but my conduct is B, most likely coz of the supervised work. and my trigo is 81.kung wala un,my lowest would have been 84.sayang.nuf of dat. so the 3rd yr teachers were there. sabi nila parang nasobrahan daw ako sa swimming kasi and itim ko na daw.pero mrs.torralba said maganda daw ung pagkadark ko,parang namumula.that's good.haha. e un. before that pla i saw anjo,issa,laia, nadine and tanya sa screening gate.nagaabang ng batchmates na pupunta sa batch party para magcollect ng money and humingi ng donations.hehe. too bad,most likely i will not be at our batch party.=( e un..

after school,mom dropped kitkat and i at the badminton court. tapos biglang she called while we were walking because i was nawwedgy daw.haha kuleet=p e yun. we trained,tapos kasabay lang naman namin mga batang professionals na, as in sobrang galing.huweow, shempre parang nakakahiya,pero ok lng,kaya medyo jnjoke ko ung drills.e un.we had mcdo for lunch.fries wit caramel sundae is HEAVENN! and try to dip nuggets sa sundae, it's also heavenn! haha=p we stayed there sa court for almost 6 hrs.damn,i think i have colds again.

when i got home i got this reply from my mom to my text reminding her to enroll me na at up link. guess what she said "sa holy ka nalang magreview sabi ni daddy." ulopieee!no way! so i called up monique right away and then while i was telling her about that i started crying and hyperventalating.and then monique and nadine were telling me stuffs na sasabihin ko sa 'rents ko para hindi ako magreview sa holy.and then they put down the phone na coz they were going somewhere else.huweow,pano kaya un...kung sa holy ako wala akong kasama and hello?ndi ko ksama sila Monique and Migz and ung ibang TGIF.nooo way.=c

so i thought of talking to Migz.dapat sa phone lang,but since his phone has topak he asked me if we could just bike around.when he saw me he noticed right away that i cried.and then tumambay kami sa multi-purpose hall para walang tao and walang kids na istorbo.haha=p basta astig,after parking our bikes he hugged me right away.he was trying to comfort me and make me feel better. basta his hugs made me feel calm and better.=D e un..we talked about my problem and he gave me advices. stuffie is such a good adviser and listener. and then he started making hirits and jokes to cheer me up.though the time we've spent together was quite short,i felt a whole lot better after that. haay i don't know what i will do without him. i can't last a day without migz.he's always there just to make things better for me.thanks honeey..=D quite a long post ah.hehe.ok til next time..~bien.a tout a l'heure.au revoir.~

2005-04-17T10:40:00.000-07:00

hmm..ulopie.i think we are not hearing mass na here in ferndale.rarr.ang bagal kasi ng mom and sisters ko.sobraaa.i woke up soo early para daw magmass kami dito tapos hindi rin pala.isn't it unfair?haha.i unjusted narin mom's clock.ginawa kong 25 mins late.pero wala parin..too bad for me.

haay,lately napapansin ko,parang ang sama lahat ng araw ko.nakakainis.mdami kasing epal e.rarr.kaya siguro madalas akong badtrip and masungit ngayon unlike before.seryoso.haay like today, nagsimula nanaman ung day ko na hindi maganda..oh well, sana umayos naman ung araw ko.too bad chippy.aryt.later then.it think we're going to shang...~bien.a tout a l'heure.au revoir.~

2005-04-16T16:42:00.000-07:00

i woke up early today.around 7.i was planning to play badminton wit the wall this morning kaya lang tinamad na ako.e un..yesterday was a great day.we went to divisoria.im wit my mom,kitkat and the cypress moms.we went to this place called"168".it's not that bad,coz the place was airconditioned,though it was so crowded.e un.i got nice stuffs naman.board shorts,racerbacks,a princess bathroom scale and some hair accessories. when we got home, i took a nap coz i was soo tired. and then i woke up around 18:00 na, and it was time to go to a children's party na at the clubhouse.so when kitkat and i got there, we ate and then after more or less 30 minutes, Migz arrived.he's so cute.haha.=p e un..we were just there..ralph,kitkat,chrisie,migz and i bored..around 9, my mom,kitkat,cypress moms and i left the party na.pinipilit ko mom ko na magstay pa for sean's party..at first ayaw nya talaga,but because of my "convincing powers", pumayag na siya.but weow noh,after a few minutes mom called to tell me that hindi na tuloy ung party.haha too bad.kung kelan ako pinayagan..haha.so Migz and i just biked around for a while,coz i need to go home early and he's going to play tekken pa at his friend's house. haha..e un.i got my dose of sugar combo.sugar combos are very essential to complete my day.haha.=p so un,after that,nagbike kami ni chrissie,coz we were looking for someone,pero we didn't see her.haha maybe next time.haha we had this havaianas talk pa wit the moms coz a mom and i were wearing one..some were "against" it coz it was too expensive daw.so what,it's worth it naman.haha=p that's it for now.i'm hungry na and i have to prepare for mass pa.later then...~bien.a tout a l'heure.au revoir.~

2005-04-15T03:44:00.000-07:00

okay.so far i had a great day. i played badminton almost the whole day wit Migz and Kitkat. we were there for more or less 6 hours.haha. e yun. we trained.and then minsan kami kami yung nagpplay.ako most of the time playin' wit the wall.im autistic.haha joke.para mas mag improve.and kitkat had new crushes.first it was jay. pero M.U. c jay and kitkat's friend.and he's mayabang daw.haha too bad.and then hours before we left,she had a new crush again.it was Migz naman.noo not my migz..haha.e yun. goodluck nalang sa kanila.anyway, migz and i bought lunch at tokyo tokyo sa ever. haha but before that we went somewhere else first...guess where?haha i got my self a HENNA..uhuh!it is in my lower back.but we waited for quite some time for it to dry.haha.and migz had his henna "retouched" coz it became light na.e yun..haha. that's it for now.my cousins from pangasinan just arrived and we're goin to eastwood daw.haven't changed yet.pag nakita ako ng mom ko na sabog pa for sure sisigawan nya ako.haha..too bad. alryt..~bien.a tout a l'heure.au revoir.~

too bad.

2005-04-15T03:27:00.000-07:00

weow..dapat thurs ng madaling araw ko pa toh ippost, and then i ran out of internet card, that's why ngayon ko lang toh mappost..o migz eto na ung kinukulit mo sakin..haha=p

i thought wednesday would be an ordinary day. but it wasn't.after waking up,i got quite disappointed when i knew that Migz was going to enroll na in LSC for summer review and i can't convince Monique to review wit me in LSC.after a few minutes, Migz told me that his mom decided to enroll him at UP link na. HOraaay!=D Nadine,Issa,Duncan,Monique,Laia, Migz and I are all in program H.Cool=D can't wait! another thing that is astig is that when Migz told me "magiging classmate ko chippo koh.." and "pakopyahin mo ako dun sa review a." kuleet.it was a boring day..i just took a nap in the afternoon,talked to monique and nadine over the phone and ate a lot during merienda.sbi nga ni Monique "buhay baboy".haha=p stuffie and i didn't have our usual tambay today coz he was out the whole day.so i was looking forward to see him at the badminton court.too bad,i noticed something was different...we weren't talking that much,we didn't have a game together,he was hangin' more wit rap and kitkat.and then i got badtrip..and then, natarayan ko sha..i'd rather play with the wall than talk to him.i got a topak.inaatake nanaman ako ng attitude problem ko.when we got home, we chatted and talked about what's wrong.the problems that we are encountering.my attitude problem..etc.after more or less three hours,we fixed everything na.we didn't sleep talaga until we're ok na.i almost cried dun sa status nya na "maybe...maybe im a better bestfriend..=C" shity...muntik na siyang nawala skin coz of my kasungitan..bsta i'll always keep in my mind the things that he told me and i'll change what i have to change. i won't do anything that might lead to losing him...we have lots of plans and things to do together pa.. i'll be a good girl na.=D aryt.im soo sleepy and hilo na.~bien.a tout a l'heure.au revoir.~

ulopie=c

2005-04-11T07:48:00.000-07:00

i had a terrible day yesterday.weow, it's like the day was not really for me. oh well, it started when i knew that we where not going to shang anymore.e i had nothing to do nman in our house and it was soo boring. i was supposed to buy something pa.and then Stuffie and i had a misunderstanding which grew into something bigger.for short, nagaway nnaman kmi.too bad.and last night, i went home around 11pm coz i was wit my village friends and when i got home,mom was soo mad that she SLAPPED me on my face twice.i didnt cry,but it was soo masakit.solid.haha.i also got sermons,and i guess im grounded.im always going out na daw and i always go home late na daw.im not allowed to go out here in ferndale.potah, pano na un?does that mean no more sug*r combos?too bad.rarr.pero shmpre tatakas ako noh.my day wouldn't be complete without my daily dose of sug*r combo.haha.oh well bhala na.~bien.a tout a l'heure.au revoir.~

hiyesss.

2005-04-08T22:21:00.000-07:00

at last..my very first post here in my blog. i made my blog last week, but im really CLUELESS.for short, wala pa akong alam. i'll have acy do the template,layout etc. so that my blog will look better. sorry, but im soo mangmang pa. i need to explore pa.explore amp.oraytie then.