Friday, May 05, 2006
what books didn't teach me.
*Yesterday, i watched MI-3. Oh my, Tom Cruise is soo hot. The movie's grreat, you should watch it!
*Yesterday was also Kat's birthday party here in Ferndale. Yey, i got to see again some of my batchmates and friends. It was a swimming party btw, but i didn't swim. for me it was kinda hassle, even if my house is just a few steps away. it was fun seeing and hanging out with them again.
*oh, got a new pair of bikini! wuhoo! it is really a cheap thrill. got it from Bayo, the pink and brown swimsuit costs only P695. isn't it amazing? it's really worth it.;p
*after kat's birthday, kev and i brought nadine and anj home. road trippin' huh. then that left us a lesser time to date. date? not really. sort of. we just planned to hang out and drink a few cans of beer. haha! yeah, parang drinking session narin.;p
* yesterday, as i call it, was a day of learning experince. really, it is. i learned and realized soo much things. that much that i still wrote those down and i ended up sleeping at around 2:30 am.
*These were some of the few things that i wrote last night.;p
>spending time with high school friends is great!
>it really feels good to be generous and make others happy by being generous. [i paid for Kat's tables and chairs.]
>nothing can compare to the high school days.
>high school friends would miss my kakulitan and being corny. I would miss theirs as well. i really missed joking around.;p
~making sacrfices once in a while is good. [ i missed watching GnP for him. haha!;p]
~we always try to make sure to end our day great and happy despite the not-so-good things that happened during the day.
~innovation. like doing something different once in a while like the drinking session, serious talks and hanging out at the playground. these are the things that we normally don't do.
~what real acceptance is. that not all people can honestly say that they accept you for who you really are. Im glad to know that at least there is one person that i can say accepts me whole-heartedly. and that's Kev;p
~how education matters to me. [ i want to become a dean's lister in college.]
~that love would never become a hindrance in achieving your goals and making your dreams come true, but an inspiration to become the best of what you can be and to make yourself a better person.
~his mom. everything she said was really right. I am happy that she gave us that kind of talk. thought-provoking. enlightening. very challenging. she is a very understanding and caring person. she is one of the people i don't want to fail. Someday, i want her to be proud of me.
~it doesn't mean we are on the same school , we would lose concentration in our studies, that it is a means of distraction. I don't think so. It is an opportunity for us to help each other do well and achieve more [studies specifically, * we both want to become to become DL!;p *he wants better grades this coming school year]. I hope this would happen, i really hope it will! ;p
~that teenage relationships aren't just about infatuation, "puppy love", and short lasting. Normally, it really is. But even if we teens are not mature enough to handle such problems and situations, or there are still so many distractions, temptations, etc., I guess we are still capable of making the right choices in relationships. For me, it is a learning experience as well. Once you experience something bad or traumatic, you would never do anything to be in the same experience again.
~it doesn't mean that when I'm serious in a relationship, I always wanted to be attached with that person and that I'm really very passionate to it. It's just that whoever that person is, I just wanted him to be my last. Really. The FIRSTS do matter, but what really matters to me are the LASTS. These are the things you know you would be having for a lifetime;p
~But, taking things too seriously isn't healthy as well. Really. I guess in all aspects of life this applies, not just in relationships. we should learn how to enjoy and appreciate what we have. I guess being too serious could cause you the worst things that you never expected than having the good things you've always wanted.
~Friendship. It is one of the most important things that we share together. ;p
I think i was too overwhelmed last night that I was able to right this long and, deep? haha. for me it is quite deep. these things means a lot to me.;)
I'm off now, have to read the Da Vinci Code pa. I'm excited.Ciao!=p
"Many dreams die because they are not shared with the right people. Your dreams are opportunities waiting for you to make them happen."